Sunday, August 31, 2025

Everything I Read in August


Once again this month, I was a slower reader and more of an audiobook listener, but...I did fit in some good end of summer books. I am proud of myself and thankful for that. Here's what I listened to and read this month:

70) Street God by Dimas Salaberrios with Dr. Angela Hunt—Think of this book as a modern Run Baby, Run meets Cross and the Switchblade! Written in his own words, this is the story of Dimas Salaberrios, a middle class youth born to unmarried parents, who started dealing drugs at age 11, went on to be a big kingpin, and then came to Jesus. I listened to this as an audiobook while running, and honestly, I am not sure I could have read it, because it was intense. I am talking about very violent experiences, hard drugs, demon possession, and exorcism. Dimas talks about his "trial and error" sanctification, his overseas missions, his church planting under Tim Keller, and more. This is a true, "come to Jesus" book, charismatic and convicting, about a man who wanted to become a street God, and instead took God to the streets. I am unclear what Salaberrios is doing now, but his story is a testimony worth hearing or reading!

71) The Best Summer of Our Lives by Rachael Hauck- With four main characters and times alternating between 20 years in the past and the present, it took me a little bit to get into the story, and then a little while longer to get people and places straight (or at least mostly). After that, I was engrossed in the story of the Four Seasons (Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Snow), best friends relegated to serve as counselors at Camp Tumbleweed the summer before their transition into college. When they couldn't have the best summer of their lives, they vowed to give their campers the best summer of theirs. Along the way, they faced lies, truths, spiritual questions, and even some danger. The author weaves the story together in truly heartwarming ways, and with literary devices that I can only attribute to writing genius. She does it all while pointing to the constant, never-ending friendship of Jesus, too. I think this truly is the best book I have read all summer!

72) The Song by Chris Fabry—Think of this as Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers, but where the male character is the struggling one. Based off the movie by the same name (which I have not seen), this is the story of Jed King, son of musician David King, a man who vows to forgo his father's sins, but then falls right back into them. Parts of the story seem a little bit cheesy (like the names), and I would say the plot's crisis resolves a bit too quickly. Overall, though, the book was poignant and powerful. I especially appreciated the almost seamless integration of passages from Ecclesiastes, Proverbs, and Song of Solomon. Not exactly a biblical retelling, but a story that incorporates biblical truth, this is a story I enjoyed reading. It is edgy, but not inappropriate, and ultimately testifies to the power of God's love and redemption, songs all believers need sung over them again and again.

73) Let’s All Be Brave: Living Life with Everything You Have by Annie F. Downs—This is classic Annie F. Downs writing: personal, easy to read, entertaining and poignant. In this book, written from various coffee shops around the world, Downs shares moments when she had to be brave in her life. She was brave when she stayed to work at a college campus ministry, brave when she packed up and moved to Nashville, and then to Scotland, and back. She shares her reticence to take these brave steps and testifies to how God supported her all along the way. She challenges readers to take courage from God, be brave, and do the next right thing. Although I did not find anything in this book earth-shatteringly unique, I did find the book prompting of some introspective thought. With as quickly and easily as this book's pages passed, I would say it is worth a few days to read this book and get encouraged about living bravely from a woman who has done it herself, many times over.

74) Under Pressure: Confronting the Epidemic of Stress and Anxiety in Girls by Lisa Damour, Ph.D.—Stress is not bad, but too much of it is. In this book, psychologist Dr. Lisa Damour explores the rising sources of stress for girls, and the anxiety that can result. Not all anxiety is bad, she states, but it is bad when it become overwhelming and paralyzing. Covering issues like academics, gender, and stress, Damour uses composite stories to bring to life to the struggles of girls, along with her clinical expertise about how to handle these issues. Written for the every person 
(though I listened to this book via audio), and perhaps every parent, this book documents the role that adults have in helping normalize everyday stress and reduce pathological stress. The end goal is to help girls face stress well, bravely, because under pressure, carbon produces diamonds. 

75) Freefall to Fly: A Breathtaking Journey to a Life of Meaning by Rebekah Lyons—Rebekah Lyons thought that moving to New York City with her family would be an adventure. Instead, it became a freefall into anxiety, and a search for meaning. In the end, she learned about surrender and trust in God. Although I didn't agree with quite everything Lyons writes, and don't think that everyone has the luxury of freefalling to find purpose, I think it is valuable to think about who God made me to be and surrendering to it. This book is both personal and philosophical, convicting and compassionate. I enjoyed listening to the audiobook of it.

76) 
On a Summer Tide by Suzanne Woods Fisher—I had a hard time getting into this book. I dipped my toe in, but then it was just slow swimming. Paul Grayson spends his retirement income to buy Three Sisters Island and Camp Kicking Moose, the place where he met his wife. He hopes to enlist the help of his three daughters: Camden (Cam), Maddie, and Blaine, but they aren't having it, until they get to the island and sense some of its charm. There are some sub-characters and subplots that really deserve some mention: Captain Ed and his lobster, Peg Legg and her restaurant/store, schoolteacher Seth Walker, and Cam's son Cooper and his ball of string. When I step back and look at the book from that angle, it really is well crafted. It also has sweet lessons about family, forgiveness, and love. I would say that the tide had pulled me in by story's end, but then getting the next book required a hold. Will I read more in this series or will the waters ebb out before the next book comes in? We shall see....

77) Becoming Free Indeed: My Story of Disentangling Faith From Fear by Jinger Vuolo with Corey Williams—Jinger Vuolo grew up a Duggar, indoctrinated into abiding by the tenets of the Institute of Basic Life Principles (IBLP), as taught by Bill Gothard. Then she and her sister Jessa married godly men who encouraged them to seek understanding of God through the Bible, and that changed everything. In this book, Vuolo unpacks lies that she believed under Gothard and biblical truths that set her free. She bravely shares the fear-based religion she practiced under Gothard and how she has disentangled her faith from it, rather than deconstructing her faith. This book reads more like a devotional than a tell-all and is filled with Scripture. I applaud Vuolo for writing it and pray that she and others who grew up under the IBLP continue to find freedom through faith in the Jesus of the Bible.

78) Shoe Dog: A Memoir by the Creator of Nike by Phil Knight—Not quite a memoir, not totally a business book; part story and part philosophy, this is Phil Knight’s tale of building Nike. From being a boomerang kid with a master’s degree and an interest in war history, to a world traveler who started Blue Ribbon shoes somewhat on a whim, to building his company, Knight sure had a ride, and not without challenges. He nearly went bankrupt several times. He endured lawsuits. He had enemies. He admits time and time again that he worked too hard and didn’t give his family enough time. This was an engaging read, but also one that saddened me some, in that it reads like Ecclesiastes, pointing to all the important, but meaningless toil it takes to build a business. In the end, Knight writes about trying to find meaning, but it rings hollow. Though the Alberto Salazar controversy (and other mistreatment of Nike athletes) keeps me from being a fan of the brand, this book does give me empathy for Phil Knight, as well as respect. He built an empire, even if it’s one of shoes that will, in the end, fall.

79) On a Coastal Breeze by Suzanne Woods Fisher—The hold came in pretty quick, so I continued reading about Paul, Cam, Blaine, and Maddie Grayson as they navigate life on Three Sisters Island. There are really meaningful parts of the story, about fear and forgiveness and love. Cam and Seth finally figure things out. Maddie resolves some pain from the past with the arrival of childhood classmate Ricky O'Shea. Blaine continues to search for meaning. I liked the story, and somehow it still seemed to lack some nuance and death. I plan to read the third book, but I am just really not sure what I think of this author/series.

80) Getting Good at Being You: Learning to Love Who God Made You to Be By Lauren Alaina—I was not sure about this book when I started listening to it, as it seemed to be all about self-love. As the book went on, however, I came to enjoy learning Alaina's (runner-up on American Idol) story. She wraps up the book well, too, encouraging people to serve others and be who God made them to be. Read by the author, this was an enjoyable (reasonably) short audiobook that left me with some feel-good feelings.

Saturday, August 30, 2025

Strong(er) in August



No pull-up gains this month, but I did go up one more pound in the dumbbells I used for strength training. No, it is not a lot, but it is something, and I will take it. Although I still an't do a pull-up, I think I might be gaining a little bit of strength, as push-ups seem a little bit easier, and like I am doing them more fully. I have committed to eating more protein in this season, but it is just hard to gain muscle when I am training to gain strength to hit my running goals.

On the running front, I did switch to a new training plan this season. I bought the 30 day core challenge from Run to the Finish and have been working through it instead of doing my daily physical therapy exercises. I have had the return of some foot pain, though, so after this 30 days I am likely to return to what works. With the heat and my strength, I am not hitting the prescribed paces in my new training plan, but I am trying and that takes some mental strength. I will take it and thank God for it.

Our marriage weathered another air conditioning outage this month. Thankfully, my husband is just working one job this time. (Our air went out three years ago when he was also in school.) It was not pleasant, but we survived (in part thanks to my hairdresser, who loaned us their portable swamp cooler). We continue with our devotions, and we have even fit in a few fun date days (a culinary day and a paint by numbers day). Quality time helps fill my love tank, which gives me more bandwidth to weather trials like the air conditioning outage. An addition to our Sunday routine has been couples yoga or stretching after our walk around town. That has been a fun way to connect, and I think that having fun together also strengthens our marriage.

Spiritually, I am sticking with my same routine. I am not sure if that makes me stronger or just maintains strength. Either way, I will take it.

I guess that is the theme of stronger this month: I will take it. While the limits of my strength are finite, God's are infinite, and for that I praise God and look forward to the next month of growing stronger in the life that He has given me.

Eats and Empties (Week 35)



The Eats:

Easy honey buns-adapted from an Instagram recipe I saw here with honey glaze (Simply TaraLynn)

Hummus for us (Easy Vegetarian Slow Cooker) 

Sourdough pizza (The Perfect Loaf)

The Empties:

Five pound bag of carrots
Costco container of cinnamon
Dijon mustard
Carton of a dozen eggs
Two containers of Greek yogurt
Jar of mayonnaise
Half gallon of milk
Jug of olive oil
Bag of Parmesan cheese
Old container of pea protein powder
Five pound bag of potatoes
Nectarines
Head of romaine lettuce
Homemade mozzarella cheese (Simmer and Sage)
Two 28 ounce cans of crushed tomatoes
Two cans of tomato paste
Box of rotini pasta
Twenty-eight ounce can of whole tomatoes
Pound of ground turkey
All that whey from last week

What went to waste:
   

Just a bit of some iceberg lettuce, but we composted it!

Thursday, August 28, 2025

A Prayer for the Everyday


A Prayer for the Everyday
By Sarah Earles

Guide me in the everyday,
I pray:
In the rising,
in the resting,
in the waking
in the doing
in the shopping
in the work
in the eating
in the cleaning
in the running
in the stretching
in the loving
in the losing
in the morning
in the evening
in the mid-afternoon
in the twilight
in the words
in the wisdom
in the speaking
in the listening
in the reading
in the prayer.
Guide me Spirit, everyday
I pray.

Saturday, August 23, 2025

Eats and Empties (Week 34)

 

The Eats:

Basic cornbread (Little House Living)

Best lentil soup (Cookie and Kate)

Black bean and quinoa bowl (thrown together from black beans, cheese, leftover pickled jalapenos, leftover quinoa, and salsa; and topped with an egg!)

Chicken and vegetable risotto (Meal Prep in an Instant)

Pesto (My Quiet Kitchen)-frozen for future use

Protein breakfast bowls (Two Raspberries)

Protein peanut butter (Nadia's Healthy Kitchen)

Protein sourdough pancakes (Secretly Healthy Home)

Sourdough protein pancakes with whole wheat (For the Pleasure of Eating)

Stuffed pepper soup (Meal Prep in an Instant)

The Empties:

Old apples
Arborio rice
Two boxes of fresh basil
One box of chicken broth
Creamy protein peanut butter (Cheat Day by Design)
Frozen easy sourdough muffins (Baker Bettie)
Three bags of frozen green beans
Two green pepper
Head of iceberg lettuce
Can of pickled jalapenos
Lentils
Jug of maple syrup
No cook nectarine chia jam (The Fit Cookie)
Three pound bag of onions
Peaches
Two pound bag of frozen peas
Quinoa
Frozen red bell pepper
Pound of baby portobella mushrooms
Old brown rice
Five cans of diced tomatoes
Two cans of tomato sauce
Pound of ground turkey

What went to waste:
   

Some of the basil leaves were bad, but we knew that when we bought it on sale, and the rest made good pesto!

Monday, August 18, 2025

This March Called Life


This March Called Life
By Sarah Earles

Marching, marching
Will it ever, ever end?
But God said march.
God said pray.
God said stay the course,
so another round I'll go.

Marching, marching.
I'm getting tired, Lord.
But you said if I marched,
the walls would fall,
So I'm waiting,
Waiting.

Waiting, waiting,
obeying marching orders.
The seventh day hasn't come
but God said it would,
so I keep marching.
I keep walking by in faith.

Maybe these days are years.
Maybe these days are centuries.
I don't know,
'cause I haven't seen the victory yet.
But God said it would come,
and he hasn't failed me yet.

Marching, marching,
on and on I go.
God said He'd give victory
and I know He is able.
So as long as I'm able.
I'll continue, until the walls fall.

Until the walls fall,
or God me releases.
This life is my march.
Obedience is my call.
God deserves it all,
my obedience, my life, this ongoing march.

(Loosely based on the fall of Jericho depicted in Joshua 6).

Saturday, August 16, 2025

Eats and Empties (Week 33)

 



The Eats:


Caesar dressing with anchovies (Cuisine with Me

Golden gravy (Dr. McDougall)

Homemade mozzarella cheese (Simmer and Sage)

Honey peach grilled cheese (Budget Bytes)

Lemon lentil soup (What Molly Made)

Pan de mie sandwich bread (The Perfect Loaf)

Puttanesca sauce (The Instant Pot Electric Pressure Cooker Cookbook)

Turkey spaghetti (Meal Prep in an Instant)

The Empties:

Jar of applesauce
Can of baking powder
Head of broccoli
Two pound bag of frozen broccoli
Two pound bag of carrots
Five pound bag of carrots
Box of chicken broth
Jar of corn starch
Dozen eggs
Head of garlic
Container of Greek yogurt
Bag of frozen green beans
Head of iceberg lettuce
Fresh lemon
Half gallon of milk
Gallon of milk
Rice flour
Box of spaghetti
Twenty-eight ounce can of whole tomatoes
Pound of ground turkey
Bottle of Worcestershire sauce

What went to waste:
   

Some of the whey leftover from making mozzarella. I saved most of it, but goodness, a gallon of whey is a lot to even try to save!

Sunday, August 10, 2025

Real Life Marriage: We Stress Each Other Out!



"Who in your life causes you the most stress? What do they do that causes it?" The couples connection questions asked. I tried to caveat my answers. I tried to add nuance. Nevertheless, my answer remained: my husband. He is the person I care most about in the world. He is the one person from I really cannot separate myself. Boundaries be had or not, he stresses me out!

I wondered what my husband would say when he answered the questions. Honestly, waiting for him to answer made me a little nervous. Eventually, he gave me a smirk and I was pretty sure I knew his answer.

"Me?" I asked.

"Yes," he replied. And he nuanced his answer a little bit too. "I think anybody who is married would answer the same way," he said (or something like that).

I know I am a lot to put up with. I am my own ball of stress and nerves, and I know that affects my husband. I don't try to be a pain in the neck, but I am. At times, I am not sure I am worth it, but at this point, my husband is committed, and he is a man of his word.

I was honestly somewhat relieved by his answer, though. The fact that I stress him out shows that he does care about me. The fact that he is not bothered by that fact is reassuring. I think I do stress him out, but on my side, it is more me stressing about him that is the stressor. My husband is low needs, and he would like me to do less (and tells me as much), but that is hard for me. I do care about his health and well-being and happiness, and I monitor it more than I do for anyone else. He is part of me. If we go with the biblical definition of one flesh, he is me. I want to take care of him. I want to take care of us. I want to take care of me.

So there you have it. My husband and I are each other's greatest stressors. I'm not proud of the sin that causes me to stress my husband, but I am thankful that he accepts that responsibility. On my side, I am thankful that I get to have a husband to be a stressor. Marriage is not a gift everyone gets. So, good or bad, for better or for worse, here's to stress, and to maybe learning to stress less as God grows and matures us in our marriage.

Saturday, August 9, 2025

Eats and Empties (Week 32)




The Eats:


Blooming potatoes (Daily Yum)

Classic lasagna with ground turkey (Meal Prep in an Instant)

Easy beef stir fry (Meal Prep in an Instant)

Easy sourdough muffins (Baker Bettie)

Gravy (Lisa G Cooks)

Instant Pot golden lentil soup with spinach (Kitchen Treaty)

No cook nectarine chia jam (The Fit Cookie)

Sourdough Greek yogurt cheddar biscuits (Cooking Katie Lady)

Whole wheat Greek yogurt bagels (MPM Nutrition)

The Empties:

Frozen apples
Can of bean sprouts
A whole cantaloupe
Two pound bag of sharp cheddar cheese
Frozen chicken broth
Box of store-bought chicken broth
Carton of a dozen eggs
Ginger root
Container of Greek yogurt
Two bags of frozen green beans
Jar of mayonnaise
Box of lasagna noodles
Five pound bag of potatoes
Red onion
Bottle of crushed red pepper
Fresh red pepper (Frozen for future use)
Head of romaine lettuce
Package of frozen spinach
Frozen steak
Frozen three ingredient blueberry bagels (Calla's Clean Eats)
Can of tuna
Pound of ground turkey
Frozen turkey, chorizo, and egg breakfast burritos (Meal Prep in an Instant)
Five pound bag of whole wheat flour

What went to waste:
   

Some of the red pepper was bad, but thankfully I could freeze the rest!

Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Afghan 87


We will call this my car blanket, not as in a blanket for the car, but a blanket made in the car. Yes, I crochet most of my afghans in the car going to and from church. I made most of this one on our summer road trips, however. It was not without some angst, not due to the pattern, but due to the skeins of yarn that kept getting matted and tangled, even after rolling into balls. (I did not do the optional borer row because I just wanted to be done.) In the end, this afghan turned out on and lean, not quite the 36 by 54 inch crib size I aimed for, but still a blanket that I hope will bless a baby.



Size: 32 by 55 inches

Saturday, August 2, 2025

Eats and Empties (Week 31)

The Eats:

Breakfast potatoes (Cooking Classy)

Creamy protein peanut butter (Cheat Day by Design)

Greek yogurt pizza (Something Nutritious)

Grilled corn on the cob (Joyful Healthy Eats)

Homemade artisan crackers (Sally's Baking Addiction)

Homemade ranch dressing (with Greek yogurt) (It Starts With Protein)

The Empties:

Jar of applesauce
Package of bacon
Bag of baby carrots
Three pound bag of whole carrots
Frozen easy overnight sourdough bagels (Daddio's Kitchen)
Candy canes-yes, left over from Christmas!
Frozen apple cider
Eight ears of fresh corn on the cob
Container of cottage cheese
Trader Joe's cinnamon graham crackers
Cream cheese
Greek yogurt cream cheese (Free Your Fork)
Bag of frozen green beans
Package of ham
Hemp seeds
Bag of mini marshmallows 
Half gallon of milk
Two pound bag of mozzarella cheese
Frozen pineapple
Frozen homemade pizza sauce (Budget Bytes)
Five pound bag of potatoes
Head of romaine lettuce
Container of sour cream
Old jar of sourdough discard
Spicy ranch dressing (The Spiffy Cookie)
Frozen tomato sauce (The Flavor of Wisconsin)
Can of tuna
Pint of whipping cream

What went to waste:
   

Just a little bit of lettuce that went bad, but I just pulled it off and was thankfully able to salvage the rest.