The Encouraging Words of a Dad

 

My dad is not necessarily a person of few words. He is friendly as ever and can strike up a conversation with almost anyone. When he gives words of encouragement, however, they are often succinct, to the point, and in some ways, prophetic. I have often referred to my dad as my biggest cheerleader, and to that extent, I thought I would share some of the words he has said that have had the greatest impact on my life:

You're going to make it.

When you get through this, you're going to help other people.

Just do the next right thing.

Do you know you're loved?

Love you stacks and piles!

As I wrote a card to my dad this year, I reflected on how grateful I was for him. "Thank you," seemed too little to say, but at the same time, just right. 

I love you, Dad, and I am so thankful for you. Happy Father's Day!

Life Hacks for the Busy Woman

Any busy women out there? I'm raising my hand! Working full-time, especially with a commute can take most of the minutes of the day. Then there's cooking, cleaning, laundry, and the house in general to keep up (at least for the women who like me, still want to fulfill traditional housewife roles). Daily tasks on top of work outside the home can be a lot, so I look for every corner I can cut to save time and still get things done. I have searched for hacks and tips for the busy woman, but have not found many good ones. So I have culled and created my own list. Without further ado, here are a few life hacks I practice to help reduce clutter, free up brain space, and make the most use of precious time.

Kitchen organization:

-Store food in mason jars. Simply pop the jar in the microwave to reheat the food and then send it through the dishwasher. No need to worry about melting plastic, or food absorbing the chemicals from the plastic.

-Recycle plastic condiment lids to cover those mason jars. (I have found that coconut oil and mayonnaise lids are the best so far.) Just one thing, and they go on and off easier than the traditional metal gasket and ring.

-Use old peanut butter jars, or other large plastic jars to store lids. A cascade of lids is no fun and takes a ton of time to clean up. Never fear! An old jar is near to corral all those lids and make for easy access.

-Label an old egg carton and store your hard-boiled eggs there. No use having large bowls to hold eggs, or chasing eggs all over the refrigerator. Simply pop an egg out of the carton, crack on the counter, peel, and go.

(Photo caption: how not to be efficient: explode milk all over the kitchen)

Time Savers:

-Keep a mesh bag on the laundry machine for mask collection. This provides a place for depositing the dirty masks and ensures that they get washed in the next load. Better than chasing masks around the house, or running out (if you're an eco-freak like me and don't purchase disposable masks)!

-Always have a load of laundry started. It may not be best practice, but once I take out one load, I put in detergent for the next one. That allows me to throw clothes in as I go, making it easy to just press a button when the machine is full and ready to run.

-Sort the silverware when you put it in the dishwasher. A hack from America's Test Kitchen, this saves time when unloading the dishwasher. Just empty each compartment into the silverware organizer and voila, done!

-Keep the dishwasher loaded with a detergent pod. One less thing to do when the dishwasher is ready to go. (This ONLY works if you have pre-sealed pods and only if there is a cap for the soap.)

-Batch cook protein. Something I already did, but that got reinforced by a podcast, this provides easy meals when pared with some vegetables and/or grains. It also saves money by reducing need for take-out or pricey prepared foods.

-For that matter, batch whatever you can. Kath Eats has a good post about this. My best friend says not to touch anything more than once, unless you have to. So if I have the mail in hand, I try to open it and deal with it. I chop the carrots for today's lunch and dinner while I have the cutting board out. I wait to fold all the loads of laundry for the day at one time, if I can. Yes, tasks take longer attention in one setting, but then they are done!

-Grocery shop using an app. Forgo the lists and just log things in the app. This has a bonus of helping with budgeting, too!

-Clean by zones. I dust on the days I use all of my hand weights and therefore have a clear surface. I clean the kitchen on cooking day. Why dirty a clean kitchen by cooking, or clean the kitchen only to cook a day later. I literally use one counter for all it's worth, clean it, and then move on. When cooking is done, cleaning is done.

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I'm sure there are more hacks I could list, but you know, I'm busy. Please share any time-, or life-saving hacks you practice in the comments so that we all be more efficient.

Needy

I wrote some time ago about needing my husband and how it hurt my pride. Now I'm writing about how I need more than him. In general, I'm just needy. I have written about that before, too. It is an ongoing struggle.

I like to think of myself as self-sustaining, as the Wonder Woman who could do it all. I know I'm not her. I just don't want to admit my utter and complete weakness. In the past, I used some unhealthy coping mechanisms to mask the pain of my weakness, to actually inflict pain on myself and thereby draw away my focus from what I really craved. I don't do that anymore, and now my needs loom large. I recognize my pain not only for basic needs like food, water, and shelter, but for companionship, emotional support, self-care, and self-actualization. I can try to meet them myself, but it just doesn't work.

I carry around some guilt about having needs, about being weak. If only I was better, or could make myself better. I mean Jesus emptied himself out to meet the needs of others. (See Mark 10:45; Phil 2.) Why can't I do that? The only real need I see Jesus taking time away to meet was his spiritual need, and to meet that need, he went away to the Mount of Olives to pray. God was enough for Jesus, so I ask myself why God is not enough for me.

I talked to my husband the other day about trying to be Jesus, versus trying to be like Jesus. We should always be aspiring to be like Jesus. ("Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect," Matt 5:48). I cannot be Jesus, however. God created me as human, with physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, and creative needs. While my greatest need is for salvation, the other needs I have are what make me a whole person. They are what effect my spiritual connection, as well as usefulness to others, the people to whom I am called to go amongst and make disciples (Matt 28:19). I can't very well make disciples on this earth if I am hungry and can't focus, or if I have no support and am overly emotional. I need some basic things, and some non-basic things. I am needy.

Recognizing that I am needy, quite frankly, sucks, but it also opens up new opportunities. It opens up opportunities to allow Christ's strength to be sufficient (2 Cor 12:9). It opens up opportunities to rely on the strength of the husband God gifted me. It opens up avenues for me to connect with others in the body of Christ. It hopefully grows my humility, as well as my empathy. In a lot of ways, recognizing my weakness is a spiritual discipline, one I don't like, but one I nevertheless need to grow in. 

Real Life Marriage: When Your Soul is Laid Bare

Marriage is beautiful, but it can also bring out the ugly. This last half a year or so has really done that for me. It’s brought out the selfishness, bitterness, resentment, perfectionism, unworthiness, and so many things I thought I laid to rest, or at least shoved to the back of the closet of my life years ago. I don’t know if it’s been COVID or work or life or what, but they’ve all come back out with a vengeance. My husband has been oh, so patient. It’s not like I had any place to hide. I did try to hide in a closet once. No joke. It didn’t work. He found me.

There’s something to be said about being found and known in marriage. It’s not often pleasant. Most of the time, it’s painful. At the same time, though, it’s reassuring: to have someone who knows it all and stocks by you, even when you crawl into a closet.

I’ve struggled this year with how much to share with my husband. I don’t want to be the spouse Gary Chapman writes about that spills sewer everywhere. I want to love my husband well. I want to show him that I appreciate him. I want him to be happy. I want to be able to make him happy. But sometimes in spite of my love and good intent, my pain and angst and even depression all comes out.

Rebekah Lyons writes about the power of vulnerability in marriage in her book, Rhythms of Renewal. She writes about how her husband points her back to God and his grace. My husband does the same. Whenever I have meltdowns, he just holds me and tells me that he loves me anyway. He encourages me to talk breaks and practice self-care. He tells me that I am enough.

It’s hard for me to always buy into what my husband believes about me. He asks me when I will, and then tells me I just have to trust him. And despite it all, I do. And somehow I grab onto his strength and allow it to cover me even as my own soul is weak.

It’s no fun having my soul laid raw and bare, but it’s united my husband and I in ways I never dreamed possible. That’s the power of covenantal love, the power of marriage. I can’t imagine facing my demons or doing this soul work any other way. Without the power of God and the love of my husband who images God, it just wouldn’t be possible.

Marriage, Year Two: The Highs

Two years. The highs, the lows. We have had them all. Maybe not every experience of life, but a lot of ups and downs for sure. In my book, anniversaries are time to celebrate, so this post will be about the highs of the year:

Making special dinners for my parents: My mom likes to go out to eat. At the peak of corona virus, few places were open and all of us were not feeling fully comfortable, so when it came to her birthday my husband and I devised a plan to make a fancy dinner for my mom at home. We shopped together and divided up the cooking. It was one of our first joint meal ventures, and it turned out well. We repeated the party (with different food)for her Mother's Day.

Hiking Piestewa Peak: This item was on my bucket list, and I wanted to cross it off with my husband. That meant waiting until the heat was bearable for him, which felt like a long time. The hike was harder than I expected. I got scared of the heights. I have no aspirations to do this hike again anytime soon, but we did it, and we did it together!

Fat Man's Pass: Hiking was on my December bingo. Fat Man's Pass was a place a friend took me, and I, in turn wanted to take my husband. It was a great hike and a great way to end the year. Spoiler alert: In the desert, you don't need winter jackets, even if it feels cold to start with. We got so sweaty!

Hassayampa Inn Christmas Stay: Friends gifted us a certificate for Hassayampa at our wedding, but with our move and COVID, we had not used it. We decided to spend Christmas in Prescott, and booked a stay at the hotel. Honestly, the accommodations were not great. (We had to slide into the bathroom sideways, probably because the original rooms had no bathrooms. There was also a lot of noise permeability.) Staying in the heart of Christmas town and having multiple opportunities to walk around the lighted square was memorable, however, especially since we spent quite a bit of our dating time there.

COVID vaccinations: Getting vaccinated was not great, but we did it for ourselves, our jobs, our loved ones, and our world. I got super sick after my second shot, like the sickest I have been of our married life. Getting to lie next to Chris on the couch all day and soak up his love and care was special, though. There is no one else I would rather spend my day invalid with.

5K: We trained for a 5K together. Like many other events, our race got postponed due to COVID. I decided to make a race and run anyway. Training, and the actual event were fun, especially since this is the first time we have done the whole process together.

Highs and lows, I am thankful for my husband, for two years of marriage, and for another year to make memories together. To God be the glory!

Cheesy Vacation Eats

A good vacation, in my opinion, includes lots of exercise, time in the sun, and good eats. Our Payson vacation definitely had all three! Apparently we like cheese, because we had it at almost every one of our meals....

At Macky's Grill:

Grilled ham and cheese with fries

The mega ooey gooey burger

At La Sierra Mexican Restaurant:

The La Sierra Burrito

The veggie enchilada

And in true cheese form via woodfired pizza at Old County Inn:

The Lefty

*Be forewarned: sitting is sparse at Old County Inn and the wait can be awhile.

You can bet we were cheesin' big after all these scrumptious eats!

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Any Arizona natives have Payson food recommendations for future trips? Please share in the comments!

Payson Vacation

Sometimes you just gotta get away, and that we did. It's been over a year since a real vacation, and though we're living on a budget and had time constraints, we made it happen. Well, my husband made it happen, and I am so thankful! 

Now onto the details....

We decided on a driving vacation, so traveled north to the mountain town of Payson, Arizona. The higher elevation brought some cooler temperatures and the population of just over 16,000 meant there were enough creature comforts to sustain us without having to pack a lot.

We spent some time at the parks the first day, eating lunch at Green Valley Park, a rather luscious grassy area with a small lake.

We stayed at Majestic Mountain Inn, not lavish, but sufficient for our needs.

The next day, we hiked Water Wheel Trail. We got a little turned around at first, but managed to find the Ellison Falls by dropping in from the top. At 1.8 miles roundtrip, this is not a far hike, but there is a lot of rock hopping. This is also where an entire family lost their lives due to a flash flood, so use care if hiking during monsoon season.

After some lunch, we played bocce ball at Green Valley again.

The third day, we hiked part of Oak Spring Trail, part of the Arizona National Trail system. The trail is dubbed as moderate and promises scenic views. Spoiler alerts: We never saw the spring. The prettiest view we saw after hiking three miles out and three miles back was an open pasture.

Following the slight hiking disappointment, we backtracked to Tonto National Bridge State Park. It costs $7 per adult to get in, but it was totally worth it! We hiked the Gowan Trail to get down into/under the bridge. The trail was a bit steep, and the cave was wet and slippery, but I definitely recommend the trek.

We found more things that we could/would do, but opted to go visit family outside Payson, thereby ending our stay, at least for this time. After the fun we had this time, we are pretty sure we will go back!